Sitting in my room on a Saturday night when there is a huge party going on at a friends... Why might you ask?Well it's a bit of a long story but to sum it up, there is someone invited that doesn't like me therefore I am unable to go.
As I sit here kind of upset about the whole thing I thought, "Hey, how nice would it be if I was thin and could walk by this person feeling proud. Or even see that friend who got sucked into the high school drama could see how little I needed that invite due to being happy with myself."
I know it sounds bitter and I know it's immature, but at this moment it's on my mind... and the fact is, when I feel down and upset, the idea of of me walking by those people feeling beautiful, thin and confident is what will keep me going.
So I have two choices...
1. I could sit here dreaming about being thin and showing off to them.
or
2. I can get up off my butt and doing a workout despite it being 10:15PM and make that dream a reality!
I realize working out can suck, especially when tired and frankly a little upset, but that doesn't mean I give up, sit back and daydream. It means I suck it up, and pick a workout DVD and find my feet!
This blog is here for me to rant and rage but I will get to my dream, I just need to keep going and not give up. And to be honest if it wasn't for this post tonight I probably would be sitting in my bed watching an episode of Pretty Little Liars instead of setting up for a Turbo Sculpt workout DVD.
I'll see how it goes... might even write a short story tonight about what it would feel like to lose the weight!
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